Well hello there!

I have unintentionally taken a break from blogging. There was no real reason, other than I just didn't for a while, then it stopped being part of my routine, you know what I mean?

Anyway, in all of my wisdom today, I have decided that I am going to have two different blogs. I will still keep up with Hadley's Happenings, which will continue to chronicle events and such as they pertain to Hadley, BUT I will also have this blog (cleverly titled Megan's Musings). I just wanted a place where I could write about whatever I wanted to, as a part of my everyday life- as person completely separate of mom to Hadley, although let's be real, I will probably talk about her here too, because she is AWESOME (and also I can control the audience here a little bit easier, so it will be less drama for me). It isn't think I think my life is particularly interesting, in fact it is rather BORING. However, I am about 5 months from my 30 birthday and thought it might be fun for me just to have a place to capture memories, get on a soap box once in a while, etc. 

So without further ado...here we go:

I am actually at a really good place in my life on lots of levels these days. I LOVE LOVE my job and my coworkers (well most of them anyway, sorry, not sorry), I am living in Rockwall in a house that has more space than Hadley and I have ever had, I have a great support system of friends, I even have someone that I can talk to about the crazy in my life that really gets it. Life is pretty good! I have an continual inner battle with myself about dating, not because I have tons of prospects or anything, but more of a what if/theoretical way. Most of the time I am perfectly content with life the way it is, and I am not sure how dating would even fit into my life. I mean I have a pretty good thing going and I just wonder how I would balance it all. I also have guilt about going on dates, in which I could have a HORRIBLE time, then I wasted time away from Hadley or used a night I could have for sure have gone out with friends...but then there are moments where I think, maybe it is time (although honestly, those moments are often interupted by horrible self talk, left over fro my divorce). That's another thing, as much as I hate to admit it, my divorce, while it was for the best 100%, it left me pretty emotionally bruised, but at this point I feel like it is time to give myself a quick kick in arse and say get on with it...so clearly I am just a big mess, so I guess for now it is best that that mess is solely mine to clean up after...

Well on that note, I am off to enjoy the Way Way Back with my mom...hope everyone has a great weekend!